Greetings Infidels, I am Liam Youens
Who am I? Well if i had 20 people buried in my backyard my neighbors would
have described me as "Quiet, basically kept to himself".
My life from birth to February 1995
What I was thinking during my senior year
What happened after Highschool
first year
second year
third year
I would just like to say that.. people are idiots and the world is full
of bullshit. People who commit murder like this are never considered
'justified' nor will I, but who's going to stop me, you might as well
murder me your-self. The people on Woodbury Drive are 'Protecting' Amy
and say -> 'we make Amy safe from Liam..' ooo you put the cars off
the street thats sooo scarey.., The NPD
believed it could prevent me from getting guns HA! like that incident
would make me change my mind, and they accually believe it. Some people
thought that me working at 7-11 was hilarious, Idiots! the only reason
I would get that job would be to spend every cent I earned on powerful
assualt rifles to execute my vengence. As for Graeme's story I know
exactly what he was saying to me, as if I didnt already view all
perspectives. What a fool to think that I was That type of person, I
have Always lusted for the death of Amy. Guess what Graeme I was
depressed not for the love of Amy, but because I was unable to Kill her
in school. How Pathetic Graeme and Bethanie
are. Amy too, although she eventually realized I would kill her, she
did not know that whatever she or anyone else did, it would not change
my state of mind. Amy ruined her friendship with Bethanie for no
reason.
Too bad for Amy that she now has the mind set of the NPD,
Woodbury drive res. and most people in the class of 97. As some of them
believe I am no threat to her and that I'm just a fuck-up (or in a more
simpathetic way - "I am re-evaluate my my life.." cough.. bullshit). I
would Never just stand idle and watch the world go bye. See people are
idiots that can not read others effectively.
I was made fun of in High School eh.. teen anist? Hardly..
what cowardly primate behavour. What I did to Amy was Nothing compared
to the Gang rape of that NHS student a few years ago, somehow I'm to be
critized for what I did, when they got a 'well we just have to see if
it's true or not'? Ha! Am I supposed to listen when people say 'show
some Respect' when I Know that their logic is corrupt, hippocritical,
and lie based? Ha! And no one will Ever tell me that I am in the wrong
by using a faith based or an artificial societal idea that murder is
just wrong under no circumstance? I am Far too superior to consider
that.
When Luke Woodham went on his rampage, people called his note
'rambling' and said the shooting was a boyfriend-girlfriend thing. Ha!
what an obvious attempt to put him beneth you. You know full well that
he would Never have done it if he was not psychologically abused in
school reguardless of a passed relationship, but because that is the
status-quo of society you play it down! Again and again the same, but
you figured out that you were only causing more shootings. Then
Columbine.. they got crosses! arent they just murders? they're adults
arent they? Now you even said "This is what people do to change
society, it has happened before in American history." No one called
them Copy-cat shooters, but thats exactly what they are by your logic!
Call their journal rambiling, say it was a copy-cat thing! You would
try to put Eric and Dylan beneth you, but you know it would just cause
more killing.. why more? because your Wrong, your just too stupid to
realize it.
**note: 'you' refers to anyone who would Dare attempt
to judge me, not including those who know me personally - personally
being a relative term of course.
Why am I killing her?
Why am I killing her?
Why am I killing her?
I
don't love her anymore, I wish I did but I don't. I wish I could have
killed her in Highschool. I need to kill her so I can transport myself
back into highschool. I need to stop her from having a life. But why
her and not someone else? If I had a life myself, I really wouldn't
care even if I was in love with her. Is it the reaction of other people
and there attempts to 'punish' me, where I say, "poor baby, I have
suffered 10 times as much (at the hands of others too)"? That would be
the main reason, but I don't really 'care' per se. Is it the sense of
'beating' the cops (and woodbury dr. res., even her family too) and to
know I succeded where they failed? It's amazing that when I wasn't able
to kill her I was freaking out, totally obsessed with her death, But
when I know I have her I imediately calm down. My emotions then run low
and my thoughts change. When I wrote what your reading right now, I
knew I had her. If I was still conserned about having access to her I
wouldn't have written this part; I would be freaking out and saying, "I
Must Kill her.. Fuck!"
I have had idea's about killing Amy. I had been trying to kill Owen
this past year, but I didn't have the courage to shoot him. I would
have to wait until next semester. At that point Amy may have moved out
of her parent's house, giving me the option of killing her at her new
home, before proceding to UNH and killing Owen. I went on the
1800ussearch website again (see 'after highschool third year')
to do just that. I really had to find out her apt. number on Woodbury
Drive this time, because without the apt. number I wouldn't get a 'hit'
in the search for her new address, so I buckled down and read the phone
book ..again. I needed to find out what the addresses were on the whole
street so I could pin-point Amy's. I knew the house was 4th on the
left. When I finished finding Woodbury Drive residents in the phone
book I thought my best bet was apt. number 7 so I entered the
information. It wasn't 7, but who cares I got a HIT! I fell to the
floor and let the endorphines fly. Her address was 10 Woodbury Drive
she didn't move from home yet, no other information was provided in the
background check.
I found an internet site to do that, and to my surprize everything else
under the Sun. Most importantly: her current employment. It's accually
obsene what you can find out about a person on the internet. I'm
waiting for the results..