During the year I had watched where Amy got off the bus, It was Woodbury Drive. After I graduated I drove down her street and took pictures of all the houses (I won't even tell you why I did this, I can't imagine the obsurdity of it, let's just say it involved Bethanie. Yikes!) Then I saw Amy's car, which I had seen her driving from the bus window, because she always left school early. When I saw that car and looked at that house and realized Amy was asleep in there, Endorphines flew, it was like crack cocaine, I have never felt that kind of rush in my life, before or since. Hmmm.. I saw a help wanted sign at CVS, "did she quit her job?" I wondered, "I'll get these picture developed there just to see if she is there when I come in." This is me being an idiot, do they look at the pictures? Damn right! How was I supposed to know? And another thing I didn't fill out the roll completly, hmmm.. what to take a picture of? the sky? the street? my bed? I am such an Idiot, I think I just threatened to rape her. My bad. I go to pick them up, and sgt. smith is there, for me? nahh.. can't be. The clerk was real nervous, they destroyed my pictures and the cop said, "You're welcome" in a sarcastic tone as I was leaving. When I drove home I thought, "Man, that was cool, I thought she was just wary of me, but she called the POLICE!"

To further add to my artificial 'stalkers' ego, the police had stationed a cop in the store everyday for a year, because another employie quit, after I kept buying stuff there. It stopped only because everyone realized I was just 'getting off' on it.

Well I got accepted to and attended RIT college, but I was always thinking of the plan to kill Amy. When I would come home from college during break I would mildly stalk Amy.

But something odd happened at RIT, I wont talk about it, but it made me change my mind, i.e. "fuck Amy, who cares". Well my mother would hear none of this "God this, God that" what a nut ball, and ironically I got arrested for THAT, as apposed to any stalking. I'm sure you will check court records, and I did not say that. You have to understand Mommie Dearest, when you say something to her she will assume you said something else. For example: when Malissa Blais was killed I told my mother that I knew who she was and had a class with her, I then hear on the phone my mother telling someone that one of my close friends died. For the record when she told me to wait until graduation to do anything I said,"why don't I just buy a gun." which any rational human being would see as a suicide threat. Good one bitch, burn in hell. Well needless to say it doesn't work out. Turns out I'm too old, "oh, my heath is at risk.." hmmm.. now THAT'S ironic.

OK, now that I got 'hope' out of my system back to plan 'Amy', see what is happening here? hint hint, it's not really about love obsessional stalking and subsequent murder to "link themselves with the victim." hmmm.. forget I just said that.

For some reason I chose this point to fuck with school. I tried to buy a bus ticket go back home, but found myself sobing uncontrolibly, because I didn't want to leave the people I knew. Heck reading this, even 'I' feel sorry for Liam (admit it, if you knew me, at some point you did too).

Anyway, during one of the school breaks I drove down Amy's street for the first time around 2:30am and parked my car and sat. after about 10mins a car pulled down the street passed me. I thought oh god what the fuck am I doing here. I was about to leave but the car wouldn't start! oh FUCK. then another car came up the street, It was Amy; at 2:40am? jesus. Aparently she was scared to be in her own home =).. (yes I like that, so sue me) Now here's the unbelievable part, I start walking down the street to find a phone. A car drives by, then up ahead it's tires screech as he does a U-turn at 60mph. IT'S Beau from youth group!, "hey need a ride?" haha ..god =) so he gives me a ride to a phone, I call a tow truck at 3:00am to get my car from my first attempt at stalking. And you know what? Turns out I was so scared that I forgot to put the car in park to start it. Who didn't say life was fun?

During the next school break, obviously Beau told Amy what happened and now the cars were off the street so I couldn't do that again. I did the same thing anyways, because I didn't put two and two together (I'm such a fucking Idiot). I eventually relized what had happened and of course was flattered by the attention. I told my sister Shivaun about my obsession with Amy, when we went to the store I also drove by Amy's house around 11pm to show her. I slowed down and said, "look look, there's her street" someone saw me. When we went around for a second pass Amy's car was there (like I wouldn't notice ..pleez). So Amy, the neighborhood and the police set up a stalking trap by putting the cars back on the street, so I would come back (not bloody likely). After a while cars were off the street again and the trap was off. To this day they still do not park their cars on the street. These people should do themselves a favor and relax, I'm NOT going back there.